tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2009-11-10:/MokoFeed2009-11-10T21:49:52+01:00tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2008-01-13:/2008/01/13/miss_you~3570509/eykil12252008-01-13T16:05:31+01:002008-01-13T16:05:31+01:00 <p>i was missing him so much recently..<br> why did it appeared again??<br> i cant stop missing him..<br> i was so silly..<br> just hoping he will tell me that he miss me..<br> really miss you!!!<br> rrggghhh.....<br> its been a long time we didnt have a chat right?<br> i am looking for the time when you will online... </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2008/01/13/miss_you~3570509/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2008-01-06:/2008/01/06/a_diary~3537112/eykil12252008-01-06T17:18:16+01:002008-01-06T17:18:16+01:00 <p>when i read back to my post...my blog...<br> i found that i was thinking childishly for some times...<br> haha...he gone to canada..<br> having a new life there...i think it was a wonderful life for him..ya..<br> he have a good future...good family...good friends..some more???<br> a good ex gf like me..haha..kidding man..<br> we still keeping in contact...<br> but...i was definitely missing him!!haha..<br> i have been cried for these days...why is it so??<br> why cant i tell him??haizzz.....<br> i will be start working soon...yeah...<br> emm...just for a part time job...<br> and some more i dont need to think so much...haha..<br> now...i still revolving in the snare...<br> what shall i do?<br> let it be??<br> emmhhhmmm... </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2008/01/06/a_diary~3537112/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-11-19:/2007/11/19/vector~3317777/eykil12252007-11-19T03:18:26+01:002007-11-19T03:18:26+01:00 <p>who are the vector that are responsible for my infection???<br> now...<br> i feel more better than before...<br> who else can share this with me??<br> or...nobody will care about me?<br> or it just a simple disease??i take it serious?<br> what for i surfing internet to find for the information??<br> any use??besides no cure??<br> i want and i should take good care of myself... </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2007/11/19/vector~3317777/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-11-16:/2007/11/16/no_reason~3307049/eykil12252007-11-16T18:00:15+01:002007-11-19T03:11:00+01:00 <p>i told you that i get infect of this disease...<br> you got no respond on me...<br> seems like you ignoring me...<br> i know...<br> exam is running...<br> and i told you this in not a suitable time.....<br> maybe all of my things you wont care anymore...<br> and....<br> seem like i dont need to tell you this by the way...</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2007/11/16/no_reason~3307049/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-11-16:/2007/11/16/vector_potential_of_cockroaches_for_heli~3304857/eykil12252007-11-16T10:16:12+01:002007-11-16T10:16:12+01:00 <p>Objectives<br> The routes of human infection with Helicobacter pylori remain unclear. In the present study, we examined cockroaches as possible vectors for transmission of H. pylori.<br> Methods<br> We used a common species of cockroach (Periplaneta fuliginosa). After a 3-day fast, cockroaches were placed on agar plates containing freshly grown H. pylori (Sydney strain) (challenge group) or on sterile agar plates without H. pylori (control group). After 24 h of challenge, cockroaches were moved to disinfected containers, and sterile food and water were provided. The external surfaces (legs and body) and excreta of the cockroaches were sampled for culture, rapid urease test, and polymerase chain reaction (PCR).<br> Results<br> H. pylori were culturable from the excreta of the challenge group for 24 h postchallenge. Positive rapid urease test results were obtained up to day 3, and PCR analysis was positive for H. pylori DNA up to day 7 from the excreta. In contrast, H. pylori were not culturable from the external surfaces of the cockroaches. The rapid urease test was positive for only 8 h, and PCR analysis was positive for H. pylori DNA for 1 day from the external surface.<br> Conclusions<br> Cockroaches usually live in unsanitary environments and may contaminate foods and food containment areas such as pantries. Transmission of H. pylori infection could be achieved via inadvertent ingestion of foods contaminated with cockroach excreta containing viable H. pylori.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2007/11/16/vector_potential_of_cockroaches_for_heli~3304857/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-11-15:/2007/11/15/tired~3298553/eykil12252007-11-15T03:57:32+01:002007-11-15T03:57:32+01:00 <p>i'm so tired of all of these...<br> please....<br> im so tired!!!!!!!!!!!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2007/11/15/tired~3298553/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-11-09:/2007/11/09/title~3268572/eykil12252007-11-09T08:48:15+01:002007-11-09T08:50:37+01:00 <p>once again i cant forget those things...<br> my friend told me that i should look forward...<br> from the time you make your choice and make the decision...<br> of course i have to do it...<br> always tell myself that i can do it and i must...<br> but....<br> am i trying?<br> i did not...<br> because...<br> we havent break the chain...<br> thats why the only hope make me confused...<br> and yet...<br> he knew we wont last forever...<br> i shall take those thing off...<br> i shall......<br> i dont want to cheat on myself.. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2007/11/09/title~3268572/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-11-07:/2007/11/07/title~3260685/eykil12252007-11-07T18:39:53+01:002007-11-07T18:44:03+01:00 <p>因 为 你 爱 我 所 以 放 弃 我 如 果 能 让 我 从 新 再 来 一 次 我 希 望 我 不 曾 出 现 在 你 生 命 里tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-11-07:/2007/11/07/title~3260677/eykil12252007-11-07T18:38:36+01:002007-11-09T08:39:42+01:00 <p>哪里有彩虹告诉我 能不能把我的愿望还给我 为什么天这么安静 所有云都跑到我这里 有没有口罩一个给我 释怀说了太多就成真不了 也许时间是一种解药 也是我现在正在服下的毒药 看不见你的笑 要我怎麼睡得著 你的身影这麼近我却抱不到 没有地球太阳开始环绕 没有理由我也能自己逃 你要离开 我知道更简单 你说依赖 是我们的阻碍 就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱 当作我最后才明白 看不见你的笑 要我怎麼睡得著 你的身影这麼近我却抱不到 没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕 没有理由我也能自己走掉 是我说了太多就成真不了 也许时间是一种解药解药 也是我现在正服下的毒药 tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-11-07:/2007/11/07/a_25918_a_24323_a_20320_a_26159_a_22240_~3260595/eykil12252007-11-07T18:25:27+01:002007-11-07T18:25:27+01:00 <p class="center">放弃你是因为爱你 </p> <p>当你不再爱我，当爱你已成为你的负担，当相<br> 爱已<br> 是一种痛苦，那么，我 选择放弃 。<br> 放弃你，是因为爱你。因为爱你， 所以不愿看<br> 见你不快乐；因为爱你， 所以不愿看著你强<br> 忍内心<br> 的 挣扎；因 为爱你，所以不愿看见你勉强的<br> 笑容 ；<br> 因为爱你，所以愿意放了你。当爱 已成往事，又何<br> 必苦苦追寻？强求得 不<br> 到幸& lt;BR福，强求只能拉大你我的 裂<br> 痕，只能加 深你我<br> 的<br> 痛楚。如果你真的 想走，我 无言，只能任你<br> 去。<br> 曾经以 为你是风筝，我手中握著那根线，无论<br> 任你飞向何方，我最终都是你的归属。现在<br> 终于明<br> 白，其实爱你，就不 应该束缚 你。<br> “春花秋月何时了，往事知多少 ？”往事如<br> 风，不如就让它随风而去 。当一切成空，惟<br> 有回忆<br> 伴 我。时间 能冲淡一切，包括我爱你的<br> 心。不愿 意你看见我的眼泪，因为怕你会心软 ，<br> 怕<br> 你不开心。因为爱你， 所以不会 用泪水强<br> 留，所以<br> 放了你。 你的心已 远去，我又何苦留下你的<br> 人？<br> 虽然我渴望天长地久，但如果那只是一种奢<br> 求，那我不如只求曾经拥有。曾经拥 有过你<br> 的爱，<br> 这已足够。因 为有一种 爱，叫做放弃。<br> 放弃不是无私的奉献 。放弃你，这不仅是对你<br> 的爱，更是 对我自己的呵护。放弃你，我很<br> 痛心 ，<br> 但我不会后悔。让你从我的生命中 消失，是 因为<br> “长痛不如短痛”。<br> 因 为爱你，所以希望你快乐。<br> 有人说过 这个世界不会有永恒的爱情。你我之<br> 间，如果连短暂的爱情也无法存在，不如放开 彼<br> 此。爱你，就让你去追寻你的幸福 。只要你<br> 快乐，<br> 我也就快乐 。<br> 因为你的一切，我都在意。<br> 如果你 要离开我，我不会怪你，只能怪我自<br> 己，怪自己太爱你。 也许是我过分的宠溺让<br> 你习惯<br> 平静， 也许是我过分的放任让你没有责任，<br> 也许是</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2007/11/07/a_25918_a_24323_a_20320_a_26159_a_22240_~3260595/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-11-07:/2007/11/07/helicobacter_pylori~3260229/eykil12252007-11-07T17:10:14+01:002007-11-09T08:42:57+01:00 <p>that day my mum take me to the doctor...<br> because i was sick..<br> then..<br> i saw a poster about the helicobacter pylori pasted onto the wall...<br> i saw it...<br> i read it...<br> it did attracted me...<br> the symptoms....<br> i cant imagine if i really get infect....<br> it can cause some kind of cancer...<br> wuuu....so serious neh...<br> but im not sure whether the infection in my body could lead to the growth of cancer...<br> in another hand, i was so sure that i was exactly get the same symptoms...<br> would i getting worse?<br> i dont know...<br> i was afraid to tell this matter to my parents or someone else...<br> including my friend...<br> what can i do?<br> emm....just continue my normal life without taking care of this bad thing ler...<br> hehe...cheer up...^-^<br> i have to face the hard times by the way...<br> of course ler....<br> no one can help you unless you push yourself up...<br> cheer up for yourself...<br> live a life for yourself..<br> you cant even influenced by others mah..hehe...<br> sometimes i successfully done it..hehe...<br> i have to take more good care of myself ler...<br> cant even cry for people that always hurt me...<br> but i did it oftenly...hehe...<br> i want to do my best!<br> ^-^<br> "never give up no matter how hopeless you are"<br> one of my dear friend present me that 'good' words...lol<br> anyway...thank you lar...haha...<br> actually...<br> people said i look so fierce and cool...<br> but not much people can understand me neh....^^</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2007/11/07/helicobacter_pylori~3260229/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-11-07:/2007/11/07/title~3257465/eykil12252007-11-07T02:55:05+01:002007-11-07T17:12:42+01:00 <p>as time passes...<br> friends are seem near to me...<br> i meant time will never waiting for us...<br> in case i am willing to appreciate the happy hour....<br> enjoy myself with my friends....<br> enjoy every time evry minute...<br> however it might hurt somebody directly...<br> i am so sorry my friends if i did hurt you..<br> i wasnt hope to feel regret as i recall all these schoolinglife times...<br> haizz...<br> spm examination just left 1 week more...<br> wish i can reach my target... </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2007/11/07/title~3257465/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-10-29:/2007/10/29/my_nice_memories~3212574/eykil12252007-10-29T12:24:58+01:002007-10-29T12:24:58+01:00 <p>today...<br> 27th of october 2007..<br> my girl guide farewell gathering...<br> and this was done for 4 of us...<br> i reached my school at about 7:45...<br> and followed by the others form 5...<br> as the member were preaparing...we did our "responsible"...<br> pin the badges on a yellow cloth...<br> and this is for the graduated senior...--form5<br> we put in on the shoulder around the waist...<br> after that...the farewll was start at about 8:30..<br> thats what we experience once in our life...<br> i told myself that i'm gonna appreciate it and enjoy myself...<br> when we standing outside the hall waiting for the MC for calling us...<br> that was definitely frightened me...<br> and the other form5 so...<br> but it had happened on me!<br> man!i was the last one!<br> i can felt my heart beating fast and faster...<br> my cardio-acceleration increases!!<br> overdone..haha...<br> although the highlight they presented was so bored and cnt entertain us...<br> but i could see that they done it and practiced it....<br> i tried help them in order to make the atmosphere more good...<br> i like the present that form 2 gave and the prgramme they arranged...<br> although got a little boring...lol..<br> actually i dont know why they cried for us suddenly..haha..<br> but we got no feeling...haha...<br> anyway...<br> i can feel their hardworking...the AJK...and form2...<br> i wanna thanks for them especially form4...<br> i felt very happy in the farewell..<br> but we got not enough time to take photo...<br> just a few...<br> form2 had gave us a book each form5 nad they write many things in it...<br> but one thing i felt so funny is they drawn some cute picture that they hope to give us...<br> maybe i need time to find the reason why they want to draw that for us...hehe..<br> and so form4 give us a surprise..<br> first they paste the coloured transparent paper onto the window...<br> after that paste the photos that involved us(form5) onto it...<br> although the coy leader told me that they did not reach their target....<br> but thats is fully make me happy...<br> i wish to come back to see all of you in the future...<br> because i do feel that they appreciate us...<br> hope all of you do your best and i am waiting for your gathering!!<br> haha....<br> wish you all the best! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2007/10/29/my_nice_memories~3212574/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-10-20:/2007/10/20/~3167210/eykil12252007-10-20T16:13:48+02:002007-10-20T16:13:48+02:00 <p>hard to forget him </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2007/10/20/~3167210/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-10-10:/2007/10/10/for_the_one_i_had_love_him_so_much_befor~3114926/eykil12252007-10-10T17:27:57+02:002007-10-11T17:33:38+02:00 <p class="center">it was a happy ending i have in my life<br> you gave me a wonderful memories<br> we did love each other deeply before<br> created a sweet memories<br> you never stop paying out<br> always there for me<br> whenever i need you<br> we bring the problem until here<br> where we unable to forget each other<br> from the moment you hold me behind<br> to the peaceful smiling from you<br> i will never forget what had you gave me<br> sadness<br> happiness<br> disappointment<br> a true love<br> and we know<br> we will brake up for sure one day<br> i will ever appreciate you in the coming days<br> our friendship<br> thanks god for given me a wonderful boy<br> i love you<br> in my heart<br> take care<br> where ever you go<br> you did a good job to my heart<br> that i will never forget you<br> in my life<br> lyf</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2007/10/10/for_the_one_i_had_love_him_so_much_befor~3114926/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-10-05:/2007/10/05/what_you_want_actually~3090495/eykil12252007-10-05T18:57:40+02:002007-10-05T18:57:40+02:00 <p>what r u thinking actually??<br> you didnt do anything means you want me to wait lar?<br> then why you treat me so 'cold'??<br> and i really revolved in that question..<br> what you want actually? </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2007/10/05/what_you_want_actually~3090495/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-09-21:/2007/09/21/paralysis_of_feeling~3015772/eykil12252007-09-21T08:00:45+02:002007-09-21T08:00:45+02:00 <p>you want me to waiting for you...<br> give you more time...<br> but i am getting hurt and hurt in the same time....<br> sometimes...<br> i do cheated myself...<br> eventually the feelings came out....<br> they cant wait....<br> i hate crying.....<br> but after crying the feeling was good...<br> just give me an answer...<br> and please think about my feelings....<br> not only you are suffering in the world....</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2007/09/21/paralysis_of_feeling~3015772/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-09-15:/2007/09/15/let_it_be~2982331/eykil12252007-09-15T03:58:01+02:002007-09-15T03:58:01+02:00 <p>too many excuse from you...<br> i used to heard it oftenly...<br> no feeling from me now....<br> i felt so tired to do such things anymore...<br> let it be.. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2007/09/15/let_it_be~2982331/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-09-10:/2007/09/10/title~2953660/eykil12252007-09-10T04:55:46+02:002007-09-10T04:56:43+02:00 <p>everything goes fine...<br> but i cannot predict the future....<br> 5 years...?7 years??<br> i hate a realationship like that....<br> but still came to me...<br> anyway..just accept what is GOD given...<br> in other way...<br> maybe thats just a test for me...<br> 2 months...<br> i had overcome it...<br> i felt proud of myself..haha...<br> i do appreciate....<br> i just...afraid of the (..........)<br> like i said...i cannot predict when it will stop...<br> bu neng shuo de mi mi....haha..<br> thats a secret that no one will know about it... </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2007/09/10/title~2953660/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-09-08:/2007/09/08/i_feel_better~2944043/eykil12252007-09-08T07:27:14+02:002007-09-08T07:27:14+02:00 <p>everything is fine...<br> i still have to look forward my future...<br> i have to live a life for myself...<br> i had learnt many things.....<br> appreciate....protect myself...sturdy....<br> maybe......<br> there are many problems that i havent meet...<br> we are fine....<br> and you hold the promises... </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2007/09/08/i_feel_better~2944043/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-08-16:/2007/08/16/title~2817562/eykil12252007-08-16T11:53:56+02:002007-08-16T11:54:32+02:00 <p>tired!!!!!!!<br> i get hurt deeply!!!<br> i wonder you love me by your heart....<br> what can i do...<br> it make me wanna give up...<br> should i put an end??? </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2007/08/16/title~2817562/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-08-12:/2007/08/12/what_happened_to_you~2793913/eykil12252007-08-12T04:56:03+02:002007-08-12T04:56:03+02:00 <p>we went for the concert...<br> yesterday..<br> and...<br> we enjoy so much from the start...<br> but....<br> you look not happy suddenly...<br> i asked you the reason...<br> you just say nth.....<br> but i saw you smile once your friends joked.....<br> i think too much??<br> i cnt make you happy??<br> now i ask you what happened yesterday....<br> you reply me quiet short the msgs....<br> seem like ignoring me....<br> what happen to you?<br> i dont know what can i do....</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2007/08/12/what_happened_to_you~2793913/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-08-09:/2007/08/09/title~2779363/eykil12252007-08-09T09:47:19+02:002007-08-09T09:51:50+02:00 <p>i feel very happy today...!<br> eat together with my tuition's friends...<br> i dont have many friends but it is enough as long as i have bunch of true friends...<br> i hate people who know you just to get advantage from you...<br> we are hard to find a true friend...<br> no such tips...<br> just....<br> depends on....<br> who you are and who the person are...<br> i felt sad when the people i trusted so much done evrything just to get advantage from me..<br> it can be very hurt...<br> spm coming soon lar!<br> not enough time actually......<br> do my best...<br> i dont want to hurt my mom n make her disappointed...<br> gambateh for myself!<br> just control yourself!<br> and you can do it!<br> but it is very hard!<br> time will not awaiting for us!<br> no excuse!<br> there are many more things i have to do and appreciate it....<br> try my best to get a good memories with you...................</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2007/08/09/title~2779363/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-08-04:/2007/08/04/when_you_re_gone~2753991/eykil12252007-08-04T12:27:52+02:002007-08-04T12:27:52+02:00 <p><strong>WHEN YOU'RE GONE</strong></p> <p class="center">I always needed time on my own<br> I never thought I'd need you there when I cry<br> And the days feel like years when I'm alone<br> And the bed where you lie<br> is made up on your side<br> When you walk away<br> I count the steps that you take<br> Do you see how much I need you right now?<br> When you're gone<br> The pieces of my heart are missing you<br> When you're gone<br> The face I came to know is missing too<br> When you're gone<br> The words I need to hear to always get me through the day<br> And make it OK<br> I miss you<br> I never felt this way before<br> Everything that I do<br> reminds me of you<br> And the clothes you left<br> are lyin' on the floor<br> And they smell just like you<br> I love the things that you do<br> When you walk away<br> I count the steps that you take<br> Do you see how much I need you right now?<br> When you're gone<br> The pieces of my heart are missing you<br> When you're gone<br> The face I came to know is missing too<br> When you're gone<br> The words I need to hear to always get me through the day<br> And make it OK<br> I miss you<br> We were meant for each other<br> I keep forever<br> I know we were<br> year....<br> All I ever wanted was for you to know<br> Everything I do I give my heart and soul<br> I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me<br> Yeah<br> When you're gone<br> The pieces of my heart are missing you<br> When you're gone<br> The face I came to know is missing too<br> When you're gone<br> The words I need to hear to always get me through the day<br> And make it OK</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2007/08/04/when_you_re_gone~2753991/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:eykil1225.blog.co.uk,2007-08-03:/2007/08/03/i_hate_u~2749704/eykil12252007-08-03T15:04:04+02:002007-08-03T15:04:04+02:00 <p>i give u too much chances u noe?!<br> i feel vry hard!<br> u jz said a sorry to me!<br> tats not include evrything tat u do to me!<br> i hate u but luv u !<br> wat cn i do!<br> i m feeling sick!<br> u still dun wan to consult me but make me angry!<br> fuck!!!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://eykil1225.blog.co.uk/2007/08/03/i_hate_u~2749704/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>