once again i cant forget those things...
my friend told me that i should look forward...
from the time you make your choice and make the decision...
of course i have to do it...
always tell myself that i can do it and i must...
but....
am i trying?
i did not...
because...
we havent break the chain...
thats why the only hope make me confused...
and yet...
he knew we wont last forever...
i shall take those thing off...
i shall......
i dont want to cheat on myself..